8.22.2012

The bathroom discussion


She's at it again. Puking every single chunk of the scrumptious fare she had.  Every calorie is a war. Every bulge in her tummy leads to self-loathing.  Getting full, feeling full--and not liking it. 

Her insecurities, loneliness, and all the other feelings left uncharted inside her are feeding on her again. Sadly, they eat more than she does. Because after gorging on loads of sugars, fats and carbs, she would head straight to the bathroom and discuss her pathetic hopes with that inanimate porcelain bowl.

8.03.2012

This system is so fucking screwed


Fuck a stranger. Fuck your relationship up. Fuck your friends. Fuck a man. Fuck a woman. Fuck yourself with sorrow and nostalgia. Fuck food. Fuck self-loathing. Fuck confidence. Fuck beliefs. Fuck the society. Fuck tomorrow by getting really drunk tonight. Fuck memories. Fuck regrets. Fuck ideas. Fuck boredom. Fuck stability. Fuck confusion. Fuck discrimination. Fuck work. Fuck school. Fuck idle moments. Fuck experiments. Fuck hope. Fuck dreams. Fuck love. Fuck the concept of fuck. Fuck whatever.

Yes, try fucking every fuckable thing to find your fucking way back to happiness. By the way, please don't trust the words of a total fucked up like me.