Watch me drown myself in tears and beer. This is how it is going to be for the few hours, days—
Or maybe months.
I will tirelessly listen to the most painful stories, sugarcoated lies and crafted truth.
I will determinedly figure out the details in between.
I will dauntlessly face the pain that wounds and bruises can bring.
Fuck you.
I fought. I tried to keep myself away from better things because I love you.
But who am I to blame you?
I chose this. I chose to walk away. I chose to breathe in wider spaces. I chose to discover more of myself…
Only to discover the greater pain.
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